Holding My Secrets: it's bout my feelings :(

Saturday, 3 December 2011

it's bout my feelings :(

hey there . how ur u . long time no see hah . urmmm . today I'm gonna share with y'all bout my feelings . . . hurm .. it's not easy right to forget someone that we already likes ? and it's totally hard to stop thinking about tht person . right ? yeaa~ now I already hve tht feelings , it's really hard to stop thinking and forget bout the person tht I likes . it makes me suffering everyday . it makes my tears flow all the time . (and now it flow again) . I don't know how to stop thinking bout him . and I really can't stop liking him and I don't know how the way . can y'all help me ? Kak Ummu , can u help me ? I feels like a stupid dumbo girl . I'm really suffering with it ! if I can shout out loud , I'll really shouts ! I want to release all my burden . I really can't stand anymore . only Allah know how I feels and only Allah know how I'm suffering for trying to forgets him . I'm not hoping that he will accept my love . it's enough if he just give a good respond bout my feeling to him . . it doesn't mind if he not likes me . I really don't care bout it . I just wanna be his friend . it be greatful if I can be his friend , but I'm sure that he doesn't want to be my friend . tht's why he doesn't want to chats with me anymore . it really make my heart broken . and it's really hurt . now my heart is already shattered and hurt for the second time . but I'll try to received it by pleased . :) . InsyaAllah , I'll forget everything slowly . and I'll make sure tht this is the last time my heart shatterd and hurt by a guy . and I hope it really going to be the last time . I hope y'all can pray for me to be happy for the future . aminnn . so , this is my story for today , sorry if it making y'all bored btw thanks for reading it guys :) love y'all so muchhh . <3 . see ya next time . but bfore tht I wanna share with y'all a love quotes .

Bye-Bye *_^

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My BFF

1) Nurasyiqin Mohammad

#I know her when I wan 10 years old , but we just friend not bff , until 1 day we be a bff .. I also dnt remember how do we be bff .. =P #she is kind , but she always dnt wnt to share a lot of secrets about her to me !! bad huh ! #11.12.1996 2)Nur Insyirah Ayub Khan

#I know her when I was 14 , I change school from klang to jb .. and now we are bff .. =) #she's kind , she made for me this blog u know ! she's a clever girl .. I always copy hmwork answer from her .. naughty huh ? #24.09.1997 3)Nurul Shairah Shamsi

#I know her when I was 10 years old , that time we meet at park near our house .. then we be friend , but when I was 12 ,we be BFF bcoz she change same school with me .. #11.04.1997 4)Syahmirah Sulaiman

#I know her when I was 14 , she was the first person talks to me when I changed to new school .. but then I thought she was arrogant .. after I knew her well , she is very kind person .. then we be a very closed friend =) #13.03.1997 (5)Jamie Ong Sin Teng

>she is kind person , she like Korean artist..She always sing and tell me story all about Korean artist .. But I love it =) >she very cheerful girl .. She always make me and my friends laugh .. but she doesn't like people making to much noisy ... >she like U-Kiss & SHINee so much .. >09.12.1997 (6)Choo Jia Wenn & Ng Lok Sin

>both of them also my BFF . they like to laugh , laugh and laugh .. I dnt why .. but they cute =) >they like SuperJunior .. Jia Wenn like Sungmin(SJ) and Lok Sin like DongHae&Ryeowook(SJ) >09.08.1997(Jia Wenn),09.10.1997(Lok Sin) (7)Bernice Tan

>she is sweet girl , but little bit reserved .. >she always smiles .. =) >17.11.1997 (8)Parisha Kaur Sidhu

(4)Parisha Kaur Sidhu >she very rich .. ahahahha ..she's kind and also like to laugh .. >she like to asks me to help her buy cds , books or other thing ..but I'm comfortable when I with her .. >26.12.1997