All My Life .

Hey hey heyyyy ! I miss u all so much . How's your school ? much better from last year ? Urmmm . for me it's a little bit sad because I've drop from 1st class to 3rd class and I've got different classes with F . but still now I've bcome more eager to go to school often compared to last year . urmmmm .. I wanna shared something with y'all . and it's all bout F , F , F , F, F . u know what , I really cnt stop liking him . and now the  feeling is become more than last year . when I saw him I felt like my heart is melting @_@ . I feels like wanna faint ! but what making me sad is I knw tht he hates me . and when the time Jamie reminded me back that last time when meirah ask him to hang out with us he doesnt want bcz got me . and suddenly my tears came out . my heart feels very hurt . why this happening ? my heart very paint . and my tears cant stop flowing . why this all happening ? I feels like my life is very dark . I really cant stand anymore . I dnt knw why my feeling is very strong . I've force my self to stop liking him . but I'm to weak , I cant handle my heart . just now when I saw him , suddenly I sat and I hold my chest very hard . I can feels my heart beating very fast . and I ask my friend  to feels it , she also can feels it . :) . if la he can understand my feeling . but I know thats all just a dream for me . now almost 9 month my feeling for him . and it's totally difficult to delete it from my heart easily . and myb I'll take a time . F please be happy for your life <3 I'll never stop supporting u . 

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Bye-Bye *_^

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